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Based on your description, you very much belong to and are a credit to the tradition of Loving Mentorship. Wishing for an end to the western culture that so savagely degrades and represses loving mentorship is healthy and an outcome devoutly to be wished - but it's not necessary to dream of wiping out whitey. Hopefully Donald Trump will be enough. End American hegemony and who knows what cultural evolutions will take place. It does surprise me, though, that you don't identify with the pederastic tradition you belong to. Not many decades ago, you would have been able to escape western influence and connect far more meaningfully with it. Hope you've read Michael Davidson's superb memoirs which have similarities to your path - the difference being there was still a non-western world available in which to pursue meaningful relationships. Unfortunately, there is nothing more quintessentially modern and anglo than MAPism. It is born of contemporary anglo culture and speaks only to contemporary anglo culture. It's a product of the last three hundred years of depraved western malevolence perverting the naturally occurring phenomenon of boylove. If your wish to destroy the evil culture comes true, MAPism will most assuredly die with it. |