(whoop whoop!) CAUTION: WHALLOP OF A 'STREAM/river OF CONSCIOUSNESS' POST AHEAD!! (whoop whoop!)
Note:
Sorry but i just could not finish editing this piece!! That's a FIRST for me!!) Anway, i'm using this post as
A place to vent and to allow visions to PROCESS thru, in youngdude-style spiritualnudity!! (We are ALL kids INSIDE!! !!!)
The following harrowingly loooongggg (heh!) message is ESPECIALLY FOR THE possibly authentic MAPs/BLs within or around the epstein group, or their relations, no matter where you are, as well as their 'minions'!! It is meant as an 'Olive Branch' so to speak. As well as all others intrigued!! ('Bear' with me, please, we'll "soon" get to YOU! You might want to take a hit of this joint...or not. Tee-hee.)
OKAY SO THIS post IS A BIT MIS-LEADING. There is a portion about the title just below, but then, typically this turns into a long-winded DIATRIBE or whatever on MANY seemingly DISPARATE topics!
sO, i
Was watching a nationalist documentary about fellow human beings called u.s. jews, and how they were being recruited in all kinds of ways by israel's beliefs about statecraft.
And then I got the following insight (maybe one y'all's ESP finally penetrated my thickhead! Ack!) :
All the shit that the israelis are doing has been done by the u.s.a. (and n.a.t.o., et al). Tho much more covertly (as in the entire msm of the u.s.a. BLOCKING OUT news from nations illegally and aggressively bombed. Like Laos and Cambodia back in the 1970s.
You might say that the Palestinians have it worse than ever, but what about the secret bombing of those two countries, much less the open bombing of Vietnam? Or how about just "the struggle for the 21st Century" via WW1 and WW2 (contrary to popularized imaginations these didn't start the way you believe, and I have proof). Or how about the long list of c.i.a.-instituted horrors unleashed by this cowardly-seeming government (of which-ever "party") as documented by William Blum ('Killing Hope')?
You get the picture (the spooks won't, but that's their karma).
So what I'm 'getting at' is that ALL the revelations coming out about israeli this and israeli that, whistleblowing modern techie style, is really MERELY HOW ALL MODERN "First World" nations do their 'routines'!
Routinely! (i'm SCREAMING THAT IN A HIDEOUSly abrasive (heh) VOICE!)
SUCH ALIENATION! (another scream)
Now while all the cowardly naysayers fire off your obvious rigid ignoranceMISSILES about this stuff, I quote people who are REAL PATRIOTS, apparently, for/WITH the REST OF humanity (not just 'nation'). (See my posts for examples, and also consider u.s.m.c. Brigadier General Smedley D. Butler, author of "War Is A Racket".)
Tho I 'get it': You cowards are afraid to stand alone! (Only a few of you have ever seen me in public without a handy gun or other stupidshit device on you, eh? While all i have is pepperspray!)
But You REALLY think "standing" with the Big Bully (of the world) is "honorable" even heroic! So fucking ignorant of the ugly fucking insanity of that belief.
(But, alas, strategically challenged as well.....)
While I's go 'toe to toe' with this state of affairs, SOLO and OPENLY, every day, challengiNg the Deeply Duped x-country (even as they send 'details' of 'agents' to 'watch me'). But in some places they Backed Off. Investigating my punkass over and over and over again. They gotta keep their Budget Up, after all. Whatever.
Shout out to Norma Jean Almodovar! (i don't know her, yet, but i admire her standing up to the l.a.p.d. (u.s.a.) and her daring to start a group DESPITE THEM, organizing basically fellow 'dregs' of SettlerNormative Society.
What are you doing?
Hiding!
EVERY ONE OF YOU assholized dupes! And Paid playas. Prostitutes, really. (i don't include Django on that one, yet; i'd call him only strategically challenged!)(tho the prostitute thing certainly fits a legal professional In The Real World)
i lay my body down.
(And good riddance if you thugs are Told to 'do it'; i've certainly had quite a few threats over the years,,,,)
maybe
you know how it is for those of us 'Called' into this whole thing; (yes, christians, i'd walk with Jesus if she/he ever shows up again, but Jesus, i'd ask asap, please PROTECT ME FROM YOUR FOLLOWERS!!! --And their wide diversity of Blind (?) Faith!) And the centuries of Indigenous GHOSTS standiNg behind you, watching everything you do and are.
So what i'm starting to "tease out", i think, is that i *GET* the meta-game you all (including Django?) are 'playing'. Big Bully allows you to be his SLAVE in order to have what you ASSume/BELIEVE is His Protection (and certainly not 'Christ'). Is that it?
Some of you know "How The World Works" but CANNOT ADMIT IT for various reasons doing with your own form of apparent psychologically genocided mindset. Yeah, and I mean that! You are victims not much different from me. We are just divided for reasons of Statecraft, after all.
DIVIDED AND CONNED, WE FALL, together.
Except your imagination/creative intelligence only has emptiness when it comes to BEING/feeliNg TRULY ALIVE. You have all your materials and all that stuff and your worldwide networks of all those 'underlings', and you STILL got DUPED into Selling Out for, WHAT? You think Just As The Authoritarians who BEAT YOU INTO SUBMISSION (psychologically or/and physically) after all, WANT YOU TO INTERNALIZE!
Good Dog! BIG sparklestar for you! And a stack of more cash for your 'cronies', eh? Huh. But those who really run "the world" can always just turn our bank accounts off, rite? Even if you got to be the president. i don't know, but what if epstein WAS a zionist 'honeypot'?? Drawing bigwigs into Compromising Positions. Wow. Whoa.
But no one should be surprised. Bored billionaires and their 'cronies' (No, i don't WANT YOUR or ANYONE'S money!!)
Ah, diving deep into one's spirituallynude perfectly imperfect. Those last two words STILL trip me out!! !!!
But you you are FLUMMOXED that i am so fucking cheerful and all, even after all these years. And you closely watching my punkass. You just can't figure people like me out (well, i shouldn't say 'never'; when shall A.i. visit us??)
Ahem. Er. Heh. Uh, returning to my 'stream of consciousness', do you find "Life and all" is ULTIMATELY TOO fucking EMPTY? Well THAT is another example of your internalization of your programming (did i say that elsewhere here?)
But there's a bright side of that, as i see it, and that is:
YOU ARE (perhaps unconsciously) PROVIDING A SORT OF BRIDGE. A proverbial BRIDGE between you/us and 'Them' (the material elites who FED YOU that EMPTYness; AND YET, ARE SYMPTOMING!!)
"SYMPTOMING IS OUR FRIEND, NOT OUR ENEMY", SAID Dr.R.D. Laing, basically (Scotsman critical-psychiatrist 'provocateur' as Szasz would say), after all!! Do you know why???
"THE SYMPTOM DANCE!" (i think of "The Humpty Hump, y'all!" with that 1990s hiphopsensatioN, what's his name. The big nosed guy, yeah! Sing 'The Symptom Dance' to the beat of 'Humpty Hump' with changed lyrics OF COURSE).
Erm, eh-heh. Cough!
nO, BUT ***The Symptom Dance*** of imagination-impoverished fellow human beings called MATERIAL elites! THAT and The REALITY of that whole entire mindset!!
YOU ARE NOT OUR 'ENEMIES'!! You are OUR FELLOW HUMAN BEINGS CAUGHT UP IN KOYAANISQATSI!! You HAD NO CHOICE but to become a CYNICAL OLD/YOUNG FART!! From a very young age! IS IT NOT SO??
Having said that,
We must have some of the epstein people around here, eh?
i'm figuring,! (Tho what I read about him, he wasn't into DUDES. Poor guy!)(See, that $$$$$$$$$$$$$hit really cannot replace just knowing young DUDES in person at some time in our lives!!)
i wonder about this BECAUSE i thought maybe i could help build a therapeutic-poetic BRIDGE with some of them, maybe. Help them away from "Pushing The Button" or something.
Hey, if your dossier on me didn't have this: Chomsky once engaged me for a good, long, amazing time ....so maybe you too?? He was ultimately against, at the time, tho; tho a comrade said i should have not been so radical (not their words) in my initial intellectual engagements with him!
Coming from THAT comrade, i felt meaningfulness that i haven't often found in this world.
And so anyway, i, mere i, standiNg solo, unarmed, "in plain sight", easily made into a pauper again, etc. say that i can help Big You (oh mister billionaire who's so USED TO BULLSHIT!) come back to the rest of humanity, finally!!!!! YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE SO ALONE!!
To the 'President's' PEOPLE and Andrew and all the rest. Provided you can RESPECT me (think of Aretha Franklin here, in BOTH portions of "The Blues Brothers"!!)! And me's!! !!
(how absolutely NAIVE i MUST be, you might think!! And yet past 60! So ACTUALLY liberating myself psychologically!!!!!)
And in this pursuit,
dear fellow "Only Human",
i am willing to try to be a human being with you in the way that most of the world would LIKE to be a human being with you, even tho you don't BELIEVE me. Except that, like i've told the rest in these parts, DON'T BELIEVE me, i DARE YOU TO THINK ALL O' THIS THROUGH!!!!
So here's one to chew on in case you want to come back to that later:
Don't
You ONLY have your SO-depressing Narrative? Filling up your head(s). Cornering you in "a dimension called Loneliness." People all around yet you feel alone.
While my imagination?
i'm the "STRANGE MAN" according to one leading intellectual around here! (i consider that a COMPLIMENT in a world rapidly forgetting what it EVEN IS to be a human being!!)
And THUS i CHALLENGE ALL OF YOU TO AN IMAGINATION DUEL!!!!!!
One of Trump's people, too. Or whomever!! All you have to do is post an email address. Sound interesting?
Step rite up Mr.President's (?) immediate entourage)!
Step rite up, his or not-his minions!! Step rite up, 'SPOOKS'!!
Step rite up FIRM BELIEVERS in your Job!!
Step rite up and BE A WITNESS TO WHAT HAPPENS FROM HERE ON OUT!!
(online and irL?)
TEST your BOYLOVE/MAP ability here in virtual time (no, not the sexual, as you know if you read the rules!)!!
(But can you even SHIRK your GROANup deathcultday/nightdreams???? If all you've practiced all your lives is CLASS-STUCK alienation and ideological/'business'/'professional' RIGIDITY, HOW can YOU THINK you can suddenly practice wild-ass imagination??)
(oh, that's rite, you have A.i.! Silly me! Well, then let's call this a "John Henry Moment" shall we? Where in the story about John Henry he is pitted against a STEAM MACHINE!)
(Well you guys/gals do FIT THE IMAGE!!)
(:
Oh, and silly me, I somehowFORGOT! You COWARDizedpersons (?) don't "play" fairly. Never have. You play DECEIT and BETRAYAL, always thinking you have the Upper Hand. But don't you know? Even empires fall.
So I'm saying depth like that OUT FRONT. i don't like your policies (ALL of you polytricksterdupes!! Tho i see EVEN you TRICKED into THAT stricture called politicks! Like any other STUCK in 'chains-of-command'. (A structure that moves 'freely' thru this u.s. cult-ure i'm surrounded by, tho slightly more amiable being 'lib-tard'!!)
Anyway,
For now your Big Funding is running smoothly. For now.
But you're TRAPPED ALSO. (Yeah, i already said that, but REPETITION IS VALUABLE!!) I see it. Trapped by the Banking System. Trapped in your ideology. Your 'Only One Way of Doing Things' "poetic" so to speak.
Thusly, your DANCE!
So you've been SEVERELY FUCKING ALIENATED, my fellow human being. Join the club so to speak. EVERYONE got some level of what you got!! !!!
And you've SOMEHOW been DEEPLY DUPED into this 'MISERY LOVES COMPANY' way of Doing Things. What is your story? Do you DARE SHARE?????
And yet NO MATTER WHAT I DO, if her/history is a teacher, i will likely still "Have To Pay The Price" so that you can have your lifetime full of this Misery thing.
Because??
While the rest of the world seethes.
And the legions of ghosts watch, not forgetting (didn't you know, a brain is merely a 'lung' or conveyer of energy?!!)(oh no, there you go, BELIEVING me! Gotta think it thru, kids!!).
(slight gear shift, less squeaky this time)
"But ghosts DON'T HAVE BRAINS. THUS THEY CANNOT HOLD THOUGHTS," you might retort (as you explore getting Back in touch With your 'childish'!!)!
"Well, didn't you know? Ghosts DON'T NEED to have 'a brain' to remember!! We have our ancient evolutionary protections in our intuition/'instinct'!! In this we carry MEMORIES OF PAST LIVES (scientifically proven!), for one!! !!
i say this from experience with this knowledge in some ways, just not the past lives thing. Serious knowledge in sometimes meeting ghosts. And other energies in pitch darkness. You ever try that? No need for drugs when you're prancing around in a pitchdark forest, no lights, feeling your way!!
OF COURSE THIS WILL BE TAKEN OUT OF CONTEXT and TWISTED as it SO OFTEN LIKELY IS. i don't know about that one, since i don't pay attention to them. i pay enough attention as it is.
i don't mean to offend ANY of you. i'm merely sharing my life's knowledge (bits here and there) and institutional analysis 'hobby'. i also saw the movie "Analyze This" with Billy Crystal. i 'get it'. And as a rule i'd rather be around nonviolent people. But have lived with all kinds.
(Switching gears again, hm!)
So, yeah, I said this elsewhere around here, and I'll say it again, for all you 'Laypeople' (curious name, eh?). All you "lower class" "expendables", etc. All who would name themselves "Patriots" of the more seasoned variety or not:
I think the u.s. of a. (and europe? australia? new zealand? Etc. Where-ever there are Settlerpeoples....) is going to be SCAPEGOATED by the globalists. It's just a hunch, but the patterns i've been noticing...but maybe i'm just a lil' too propagandized this time?? i'm willing to go along with that..
But
They've certainly been Setting You Sheeple Conformists All Up while Making it Legal for them to NOT be Accountable!! Big Pharma gets that, so do the Banks. So do the biggest corporations, with their "Welfare for the Rich" (using YOUR slave tax money) and who knows what else.
(Here i recommend Stauber and Rampton's book/film "Toxic Sludge Is Good For You" on the Public Relations Industry prostitution biz. Er, not 'sex' prostitution! Something much more insidious.
(gear shift again; grinding gears, oooo i need to OIL that)
WAKE UP AMERICA!!!! (N.America too!)
We are SO MUCH MORE THAN petty nationalism, for which UNTOLD NUMBERS HAVE BEEN SACRIFICED for too many centuries!!!!
There has to be some other way. So I was promoting poly- or pan-archy, of late. Not sure which one best speaks what I've been thinking. Where EVERYONE is allowed to come up with THEIR OWN chosen government or non-government, somehow.
If you've ever been to a Rainbow Gathering (free gathering since 1972, now international), where there is a "week-long" meeting of ANYONE WHO WANTS TO GO beyond the City Limits (Egad!), and into the WILDwoods, you can see this form of government in action. It's anarchic only in 'no government' general approach, as i sidestaNd it. Including at least once, "RUNNING RANGERS WITH ASSAULT WEAPONS OUT"!!
Elsewise, EVERYONE CREATES CAMPS HOW THEY DARE!! !! ANYWHERE in the general area (or not!)!
(See, i am seeking to possibly crucially assist homeless persons who are BLs/MAPs as well!! Not merely "Sucking Up" to you Big Men or what-ever.)
(Oh nooooooo, is that COONIGAN RUBBING OFF ON ME????!!!!!?????!! YaY!!)
(Didyouknow? Playfulnesshasits magick!!)
Now THAT was A PROCESS!! (Egad!)
Hey, congratz to anyone who actually read this far!! (i used to read loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnngggggggg texts as well) i just want to conclude that exercising my mental faculties, largely self-taught, has been a WOW experience today! And helped me thru a bit of a "depression". Like between one of those REALLY LARGE set of waves in the Sea!! (You think you have it bad? Ever read Joshua Slocum??!)
Exhaustion! Must Sleep! (Or was this all a dream?)(Anyone ever see Robin Williams starring in "What Dreams May Come"?!?!)(i thought accurate in some ways, but we're all speculating, generally, rite?)
uP tO oUr imAgiNatiOn
how muCh saniTy wE gain!
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