i guess i'm a softy for lil' boys

well, i saw no reason why to wait for a "special" day to gave joony (that's how he and his family lovingly call indigenous boy) the gun i got for him, i didn't want him or his mom to believe the gift none other for just simply acknowledge that he is special for me and he got deep into my heart quickly. i had it handy as i took it with me at work, waiting for him to be surprised, and this morning i was early taking the garbage bin to the dumpster, and in my way back i saw him making a v line to meet me, as he had spotted me before i did him. i double checked that his mama was still sitting further apart, and i allocated meself to be out of her sight for my "questionable greetings"?. fortunately as always, worked perfectly, so i could squeeze him with my loving hugs, and as now is costume of lil' old me, to kiss his cheek several times, no matter that he wipe my kisses from his cheek with his sleeve afterward, and smiles with a cute grin in his face. so after buying a bag of indigenous cookies, about a dollar a pack... i told him i bought him a present, he seems curious and intrigued, and he reacts happily with big eyes when i handle him the brand new toy, he says that he -"never got a gift like that"- hardly containing his excitement, i hug him again and another round of kisses come his way, but this time he was the one giving me a side hug back... after enjoying the embrace, i released him and send him back to mama, i walked further ahead so now mama was able to see me, and while he is happily running back to her, toy in hand, i waved hello to her, to make her know all is good. i went back to my post, but the need to see him, made me go out again, and i saw him absorbed attentive to the package, without it being opened!!!, i whistled to them and he came back and i asked him if he wanted me to show him how to use it, so he went back for the toy, i opened the box for him, but of course, he already figured out how to do it. i had to admit I should have spend a bit more money in a NERF brand (I have to confess i have a NERF dart-gun of meself, and it shoots with potency!!) as the one i got for him was a cheaper brand, and its firing is less powerful, but i guess he didn't know the difference and also he didn't care that much. I'm pretty sure he was playing constantly with it after they arrived to their indigenous community, after all day of my poor cute little-guy helping his mama make some pesos. i feel happy i was able to give him some childish enjoyment so he could enjoy playing with his cousins or neighbourinos. i doubt a straight-man would care or spend some pesos for children like we do. nope, we ain't no monsters, ain't we??