destroyed?

Who do you imagine looks to that guy as an authority? He's not a scientist, professor or researcher, so what would his authority even be based on? What he is is he's still a millionaire. He still drives his Bentley and comes home to his mansion every night. He's still got his vacation home on the beach and his superyacht. He's still got his horse farm and private jet. He's still got his vast library of rare books, his wine cellar full of expensive vintage wines and his cats are still cared for by their live in pet nanny. He's still got his family and friend group - maybe some of those people have rejected him, but most probably didn't. You don't get to be a famous sixty year old rich celebrity without making lots of friends along the way, so it's likely that most or all of his real friends support him and don't want him to do what is implied by him frequenting a suicide hotline. They also don't want him to become the face of pedophilia, to be used by people like you to spread a message that they are too afraid to speak out loud themselves. Your request is pretty selfish. You are the one who tells us all the time that you have nothing left to live for and no viable path to be reaccepted back into society. If no one likes you anyway and you have no hope of ever being treated well in society, then what do you have to lose by using your voice to tell your side? Your "true crime" story would probably be a more interesting story than a story about someone who was never even accused of breaking any law for his whole life.