Madness...

Fuck the sun is bright, shining in my eyes as I sit against the seawall, like it's out to get me, it never used to be so bright, the sky has cancer. Talk about that eye the sky, but the other night the moon had a distinct smiley face looking at me. My subconscious is at war with my conscious mind, it can't be god because I'm an atheist, the subconscious can play around with whatever knobs it likes such as brightness and contrast, it can contaminate actual reality with snippets of dream so That I think I'm going mad. And it's right I am. I felt my family were dummies or replaced with manikins in fact the entire world was including rock stars, actors, newsreaders and even the weatherman. I saw them drift into infinity and come back again, the worst thing was my family, I couldn't look them in the eye, my mother's head was bobbing around like one of those nodding dogs people put in the back window of their cars. And all the people in the madhouse were setting me up they prepared a room for me and this woman said it's ready you are good to go now. Good to go where, to hell, just die will you. Just go away. And suddenly I realised what Shakespeare was talking about when he said all the world is a stage and all the men and women merely players. So I said to myself the world is what you make of it, I'm just sensitised and it's just the way I'm perceiving things I am mad not insane heaven help me if I was insane. And I lost my mind completely I got caught in an endless loop, I just started associating words and ideas in a meaningless way and I couldn't stop it. If this is insanity, it's not that bad, not like you hear about truly insane people, then I realised I was one of them. Somewhere I switched to jokerman, I laughed out loud because everything was hilarious, I laughed all through the night and for the next two days, what a relief. I was damned but you were saved, well anyway that's probably enough to be going on with, But there is so much more to insanity than meets the eye. And who's to say I was insane anyway? Trust no one not those doctors. LOL. So much more than meets the eye. I don't recommend you try this at home, leave it to the pros like me. I know what I'm doing.