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Well, this is awkward. Does anyone by chance remember my nick? It's been a good number of years, so wouldn't surprise me if nobody knows who I am. I was most prevalent on BLnet before it was taken down by authorities. I don't even know why I'm posting. Just to say hi I guess and check out the landscape. This sexuality is bullshit, isn't it? To go through life with sexual urges you can never fulfill because it violates every principle of who you are. What the fuck kind of cruel joke is this? And no, I'm not here to debate the morality of sex with kids. Under no circumstances is it ok, it fucks them up more often than not. I'm perfectly happy with adult partners. However, what also sucks is how many times I'v pushed kids away. There's been so many times in my life where boys have just shown up and clearly wanted my friendship, but I didn't allow it and pushed them away out of fear, which is also bullshit. All it would have taken was a, "hey man, are you hungry? I'm heading to McDonalds, want to come?" and good chance it would have blosommed into a beautiful friendship where years later as an adult that kid would have thought to himself, "thank fuck he showed up in my life and was a great friend, because he actually understood me when nobody else would". But no, can't do that because then I'm the weird guy with a 12yo friend or whatever. Again, I don't know why I'm posting. Actually, maybe I do... is mali still around? He was a prevalent member here, older Canadian guy. Is he here? See, that's another bullshit thing about this sexuality. I can't even ask about an old friend, because omg, we need to be secretive and anonymous. It's almost like Fightclub... the first two rules of BoyChat are you don't talk about Boychat. Anyway, I'm Thetes. How are you? How is your life treating you? |