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Well.. I didn’t realize that it would be a pool party at first; I didn’t intend to get in the water once I found out either. Then I saw you.. There were other boys using the pool as well. Shirtless, cute swim trunks, and oversized floaties. But none of them were like you.. For a long time my gaze went unbroken as I watched you swim for almost an hour while I ate. You invited me over to swim with you, how could I ever decline such a request? You’re too polite, too grabble, too beautiful to say no. I could wrap your waist with just my hands you’re so beautiful. And your laugh, I haven’t heard anything quite like it; it sends me into a childish fever each time I hear it. The smiles you formed as I made waves for you are everything I could have ever asked for. I want to give you the world, give you everything I have. I’d give my life for you. But I can’t.. But I couldn’t.. But I have to. I need to. When sharing my pool raft with you, you sat as I laid down next to you. You enveloped my vision, my entire world, even if only for just a minute. You playfully kicked my stomach, such adorable feet you have. I need you close to me again. I miss you too much. I’m sorry for letting you go. The tears you shed when leaving the pool hurt me in a way I refuse to think about. If I could do it over I’d stay as long as you wanted me too. I love you, sugar cube. You’d be the best boyfriend I could ever ask for. -A Lone Rat |