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Your thread speaks to an energy that is very prevalent, and yet dismissed as I frequently referred to a symptom to a much greater collective sickness. Sexual energy, curiousness, passionate adoring intimacy, and the wanting to stimulatively please within a setting of jovial fun and excitement is a natural human trait. Just like music, art, sport, and aptitudes in mathematics etc... sex is no different (IMO). Each person has a certain sexual drive, or not... Boys have enormous amounts of desire, and capacity that is stifled, and made abhorrent if erotic apatite is ever revealed. A male youth taking severe risks jumping off a high rock into a lake is fine, taking a jump with a motocross is daring and bold... A boy that plays drums, piano, or guitar is admirable, but any inclination of embracing erotic, and stimulative intimacy becomes criminal and highly offensive. So it's done in secret, it's done with risk, with feelings of guilt and shame and if caught, it commences a long journey of punishment and/or counselling. This policy harms and even destroys young male lives, as the society obligates that notions of harm, and severe betrayals are, and can only be the result of this kind of human energy is explored and discovered... So what's the point here? Basically it's just to state that erotic desire, enjoyment, and adventure differ for everyone, tastes, "boldness", and how "happy" a person (younger or older) feels should be disclosed much more freely then what this culture allows. In fact it's the erooneous narratives , (again, IMO) that creates "monsters" of sexual habits. When male youth are forced to be "bad" because they hide in their actions of sexual energy, and grow up with guilt (forced upon them) by culture that has no other mandate but to demonize erotic passion play, it creates distortions of what would otherwise be natural pleasantries being shared. Somehow stimulative erotic energy is been made so gross, so harmful, so evil... and when you pay armies of experts to hunt down and find any notion of said activity to only pulverize it,.. well, you have depressed, dysfunctional, and as mandated by law, criminals. sexual adventure is an acquired taste (or at least should be) to taste this, sample that... All in a context of friendship, happiness, adventure, and learned curiosity. Above all sexual energy is real, boys will continue to try stuff out with younger and older friends... and instead of society / academia / justice & mental health being honest and scientific, "the collective opportunes" continue to use said natural tendencies and physiological energies as a means to profit, catch, and glorify each other as lives are destroyed. Thanks for revealing your sexual fetish, as so many males young and old have... Humans (males) should be at much more liberty to disclose and explore. (and not made to be disgusting perverted, and bizarre, sickly "demons". But that's for a more educated, honest, and sane generation to discover...A generation that can be more creative, and imagine better "jobs" that don't need the power to brutally intervene, and criminalize half the population for their own career growth, or academic stardom.  |