Not dependent on the opinions of others for my feelings of self-worth. I didn't find out about the pedocaust until I was older. When young, I thought I was just "gay," and read up a lot on that, and decided that I was "OK" the way I was, even though I liked young boys. I can enjoy being alone, and I can enjoy being with people. When with other people I tend to be "the entertainer" and the one cracking all the jokes. I can keep people in stitches for a long time... Though I DO wish I could talk to other pedos, sometimes. It's nice to share experiences with others who understand and have had similar experiences. But pedos are a highly heterogeneous bunch, meaning that I wouldn't get along with a lot of them. But with a few, I'm sure I would. But these days it's hard to find them. Dangerous, too! That's the only kind of "loneliness" I feel. M. Loneliness | Psychology Today "Loneliness is the state of distress or discomfort that results when one perceives a gap between one's desires for social connection and actual experiences of it." https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/basics/loneliness [@nonymouse] [Guardster] [Proxify] [Anonymisierungsdienst] |